The Catch-22, Rejecting Father-Mother God for the "I Oneness You"

Part II

Eve Falls in Doubt Losing God-Direction
Every angel that fell lost their God-Vision. Every angel that fell is in disagreement with God’s Will or fears it. In order to thwart the plan of God, His children must be taken from their God-Vision and Divine Direction. How would you, a Son of God, lose your vision? The Serpent had the greatest tool to take the children of God from their God-Vision. The greatest threat to trusting your God-Vision is to throw you in doubt that what you are believing is Divine Vision. Eve is the target of the Serpent because she is the "Mother" of all living. She is the bearer of the Christ child. She must be stopped at all costs to keep her from following God's Will and Being one with the Christ. The story is told in Genesis chapter 3, where the Serpent tells Eve, after she tells him she cannot eat of the fruit of a certain tree in the midst of the garden, “Ye shall not surely die: For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil. (Gen. 3:4-5)

The Serpent is telling Eve that her "eyes will be open" implying they are closed now. Thereby, he is saying she cannot really see with God-Vision now, but only after she eats of this certain tree. But not only does she not have the vision now, but he does! She is placed in doubt that what she knows and sees is really right because the Serpent is lying to her to get her to doubt her own seeing and knowing and follow his false vision. She eats of the forbidden fruit and thereby she loses her vision. From henceforth she is fallen. She is cast out of the garden, along with Adam whom she gave the same fruit to eat. She fell through doubt and made the error of believing the Serpent’s vision over her own. She then turns to Adam, believing he has the wisdom to help her get out of her predicament. But Adam fails his test. Rather than putting his love for her above his own, he falls in selfishness, wanting to be the superior half in being above making mistakes, so he chooses to deal with Eve's problem by turning from her and avoiding the conflict and confrontation necessary to work through challenges we all must face in walking the path of Christhood.

Adam Questions Oneness with Eve
Adam knows Eve has made a mistake but yet chooses to eat of the same forbidden fruit. He does not fall because he lost his wisdom in putting another's wisdom above Divine Direction, like Eve, but because he had a superiority issue in needing to be thought well of and not make the mistake Eve did. He wanted approval from God the Mother that he was not as ignorant as Eve in believing the lie of the Serpent. So rather than going to the Father for the Law and Direction to stay in the Will of God and help out by bringing to Eve Divine Direction, he chooses to listen to the wisdom of his mind where there is the Great Whore.

Revelation 16:6-7 speaks of those who have righteousness, and are true, and worthy as those who drink the blood that was from the vial which the angel poured out upon the waters that turned to blood. The blood represents the Christ consciousness. When you drink the blood, you are taking in the Christ discernment and Christ judgment. "For judgment I AM come into the world." (John 9:39)  Righteousness is the right use of the Law. Eve was seeking to be right, thinking the Serpent's right was better than her own discernment of right. Therefore, she did not fall out of righteousness, but Adam did. Eve was seeking to find the Way. Adam did not want to help her find her way out of the muck and mire she was lost in. Rather he chose to deny her help, looking to his own needs first. He wanted to be right, but not out of righteousness, but in the way of pride.

He also wanted to avoid making the same mistake she did. Making the right choice from the place of righteousness and truth is where your worth is calculated. But if Adam chose to make his choice from pride rather than righteousness, he would be left feeling unwhole. He would then avoid making choices from the place of righteousness because he believed that is what caused Eve to sin. So he chose to ignore her need and righteousness. Thereby he was left with an emptiness that needed to be filled in order to feel whole and one with God the Father. And he attempted to find that wholeness in his oneness with Eve by giving her advice from his wisdom, which he believed was superior to Divine Direction. It was Eve's problem in trying to find Divine Direction that caused her to trust the Serpent over her own wisdom and believing Divine Direction was outside of her wisdom.

Great Whore Finds an Inroad into Adam
Because Adam chooses to not be the Lawgiver to Eve and Be true and righteous judgment, in order to be thought well of by Eve, he loses his self-worth. He decides to place his wisdom of the mind in the seat of Christ discernment, making the choice from the wisdom he believes is greater than Divine Direction. His wisdom is great because the Great Whore has told him so. Where did the Great Whore find an inroad into Adam?

The Bible gives us the key. The Great Whore is the beast created from the lies of the fallen angels who fell in fear. They created a beast of false wisdom, and John is giving us the key where to find that Great Whore. “And here is the mind which hath wisdom.” (Rev. 17:9) The Great Whore is born out of the mind outside the Mind of God. Jesus has given us the key through John to what the Great Whore manifests as the bricks from mental thoughts appearing to magnetize focuses of IS. The Great Whore has elevated Adam's discernment from the lower untrained and unformed mind as the true wisdom of God and through this mind, a.k.a. wisdom, creates a new law of God! Jesus tells us that the fallen angels created a new religion, a new city called "Babylon the Great". Whatever laws of God they feared, they simply created their own out of their sense that their wisdom could know all of God's plan. They believed their wisdom was the Father’s all-encompassing wisdom. After all, they were wisdom angels and created to Be that wisdom of God for all His creation. They then justified their actions as Being. Now God's law was coming from God throught the wisdom superior to any other means of knowing God's Direction.

Now Adam has fallen just as Eve has fallen, but for a different lie. Just as those fallen angels fell who knew the Will of God but feared it, Adam falls knowing that Eve has made a mistake, but wants to be better than Eve’s ignorance, proving to God that Eve doesn’t have purity but he does and is thereby worthy. Adam feels his new wisdom makes him above making a mistake, even if partaking of the same fruit, because he thinks he is above ignorance. Eve, on the other hand, is ignorant because she lacked the wisdom to know truth. Hence, when he learns he is too cast out of the Garden of Eden he is mortified that his new law of wisdom, out of the Great Whore, is untrue and not acceptable to the Guru. Because of his error he feels unworthy and makes the decision to never err again or get too close to the Guru. Now, from his fall, he henceforth chooses to either not make decisions at all, and potentially make the wrong choice, or believes he is not worthy, and looks for ways to bolster his pride, seeking out Great Whore representatives to admire his wisdom.

The original sin created by the fallen angels that Eve was tempted to fall in was the sin of being doubtful of her purity and God-Vision. Eve may be restored to her sense of purity by Being Divine Direction and loving the Will of God. The stronger she becomes in loving "You", the more trust she will have in Divine Direction and following the Will of God and Being, and the less likely she will be tempted to put another's wisdom above her inner and outer Divine Direction. As she loves and receives direction from the inner and outer Guru, she will walk the path of Christ and become More through making more right choices than choices that appear to be mistakes. The more she is Being, the more she will love the Will of God, DIvine Direction and Being I AM You.

Likewise, the original sin of the fallen angels that Adam was tempted to fall for was the trap created by the Great Whore of the "I Oneness You". Adam believed his wisdom to be above God's Will and Divine Direction, that his wisdom could not err, giving him righteousness, truth and worth in place of the inferior Divine Direction, where you do not know where the outer Guru is leading you with his direction, and it may cause you to make mistakes. Adam chooses to be "in the know" and appearing right, just and pure through oneness with the Great Whore. He then becomes co-dependent on the Great Whore to give him his sense of self-worth because he cannot feel worthy in God's eyes because he his stuck in the lower mind that thinks it is the wisdom of God. Worth only comes through the Christ mind, knowing that mistakes are not what denies you worth, but the purity of heart that only discernment can know. Eve has the purity, but to Adam it appears that her mistakes makes her impure. Eve also knows her worth as long as she has some level of purity to the Christ mind.

Eve's Return to Purity
Although Eve has been in doubt and lost her vision through that doubt, she can quickly be restored to wholeness because she still loves Divine Direction and the Will of God. She also has some measure of purity through her unity with the Christ mind she has maintained at the center of her Being. If Eve loses any Christ connection, she too may fall in self-worth and become the Great Whore to Adam in those areas where she has lost the Christ connection, thereby fulfilling his wants and needs from the Great Whore to give him self-worth. The figure-eight flow between God and man is then replaced with a horizontal oneness of nsatiable needs of one caring for the other in order to feel loved and cared for themselves. It is a horizontal looping of the circle of oneness that is co-dependent behavior. It is "I Oneness You" behavior, with each dependent on the other for a sense of self-worth and fulfillment and wholeness, rather than a pure flow of Being and wholeness from the unity with the I AM You.

Adam's More Difficult Return to Wholeness
Adam has a greater problem being restored to wholeness because he cannot restore his self-worth until he accepts "You". In the attempt to feel worthy he won’t follow God's true will and direction because he believes Divine Direction is outside his wisdom and inferior to that wisdom, and he is attached to the feelings of superiority and worth that the Great Whore brings him. He believes his wisdom is right and he fears being wrong. Through oneness with the Great Whore mind, he may create new laws (believing it is from the superior Buddhic mind) thinking he is above the Christ mind (Divine DIrection and Eve) and can never be proven wrong because no one is above his mind and wisdom. He believes his new laws are above any previous laws given through the Christ. So his pride, fear of making a mistake, being proven wrong, and lack of self-worth in being "you" — because "You" where worth is known cannot be felt by him because he rejects "You" and the Guru one with "You" — keep him caught in a catch-22.

Adam has created a oneness with the Great Whore. That oneness, “I Oneness You” takes the place of the true Divine Union of “I AM You” explained above. Is there a key that will unlock the stranglehold Adam is locked in? Why does Adam choose union with the Great Whore and not Divine Direction? Why does Eve choose union with I AM You? Why is man, particularly the masculine side of ourselves not willing to Be and the feminine side wants to Be? Why is man fighting against himself and his dual nature?

In my next series in understanding "You", the aspect of oneness with man and duality will be looked at from the perspective of Being.